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When You're Alone and Staring at the Ceiling.

by Ugly Sweater Party

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i'm scared of everything that could go wrong and everything goes right influenced by my fear of falling from such great heights without a parachute to ease my fall i fear everything and all of it without you by my side nothing can go right what do i do, when I'm left here alone and without you what would you say, when I'm gone and won't come back to you spring cleaning comes once a year and I'm thrown in a box labeled throw away i fear everything in lines between and everything above spring cleaning comes once a year and i am her target this year what do i do, when I'm left here alone and without you what would you say, when I'm gone and won't come back to you fucked up too many times just want to close my eyes
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Fixing Cars 03:16
if i were the hostage you'd be the taker with a gun to my head for the remainder of time that i trust you until i grow up stand up for myself and drink the last cup of juice that you wanted and i know it sounds dumb but its the first step to getting back, where i came from don't listen to me i don't know anything about fixing cars or scars you hide under your sleeves why am i lost but surrounded by friends my mind is confused emotions they blend into a concoction that no one will drink i disappear unnoticed no one will blink a thing of the past a memory that fades in a matter of months no one is phased don't listen to me i don't know anything about fixing cars or scars you hide under your sleeves don't listen to me i don't know anything about fixing cars or scars you hide under your sleeves
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Untitled 02:37
now I'm in the wrong again put me through hell and back in less than one month makes me feel sick to my stomach scribbling down words hard enough to break my fucking pencil go ahead and fuck me over like you did last fall the shit you said is starting to take its toll and make me feel like nothing short of nothing people like you make me want to move somewhere where its always warm so stop making me feel so cold play off the age gap between you and your boyfriend those two years are the difference between love and lust maybe when your his age you'll find out that you fucked up or maybe i'll forget you by the time that we're grown up maybe we'll be friends again and shake off the whole thing i'll probably be done with you and everything you bring the shit you said is starting to take its toll and make me feel like nothing short of nothing people like you make me want to move somewhere where its always warm so stop making me feel so cold maybe i'll forget you and maybe i won't well if you think i care, honey i don't
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a lesson learned is never easy when there's always blood on someones hands you thought you could trust but in the end let you down you exhale a jealous breath and try to knock down the house of cards i built with my try friends you never really mattered in the end this would be so much easier if you would just admit what you did wrong and stop trying to act so innocent i know who you are now you're a liar and a sneaky little shit who will do anything for the attention so go tell all your friends how you're so much better than me and how you never really cared best friends until the end at least we used to be but now there's a knife in my back that I'm forced to bear never really was a fan of you or anything you do you can't even look me in the eyes i exhale a frustrated breath and try to talk myself down because you're a fucking liar this would be so much easier if you would just admit what you did wrong and stop trying to act so innocent i know who you are now you're a liar and a sneaky little shit who will do anything for the attention so go tell all your friends how you're so much better than me and how you never really cared best friends until the end at least we used to be but now there's a knife in my back that I'm forced to bear

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released November 4, 2014

Recorded at 127 Riot Studio

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